OH WOW. (a closure)

Well Its been a hectic weekend! but I'll blog about it later.. but just now I was like "OH WOW. you Disrespectful little cunt!" but i cant say that... because i guess you can say im not a good person either...
but it wasnt my fault.
SO long story short.  Today I recently found a person from my MYSPACE days. I guess you could say we were really good friends because we use to talk to each other alot! (Note: she's from the east coast and she will be call FRIEND A).  BLAH BLAH BLAH! but anyways. She was selling some stuff because I guess she was low on cash. So as a friend I help her! I posted her post on my bulletin board. (is that what they call?) LOL. and my friend (I'll call her FRIEND B) responded back saying that she wanted to buy her camera. So you know I told her that a friend of mines wanted to buy her camera. WHOO WEEE DONE DEAL RIGHT? ........

NO.

apparently I thought my friend was going to buy the camera, till when FRIEND A ask me if FRIEND B still wanted to buy the camera..  Me going.. ughhh let me ask. So I ask Friend B if she was going to buy it.. BUT totally bail on me.. D: and I felt soooo guilty!  When I told Friend A that friend B wasnt going to buy it... I KNOW she was BEYOND PISSS! I meannn I WAS piss tooo! and I felt horrible! LIKE REALLY HORRIBLE! I mean if I had the money I WOULD of bought it.. but i think at that time I was jobless... or maybe starting a new job? I cant remember... but yeah.. I apologize to her so many times.. but not even one response. till one day I notice she deleted me. D:

BUT

what can I do? I try my best.. but hey! its her life and It was MYSPACE! at the time I thought this pretty sucks because I lost a good friend but at time went on I thought "If a person would get THIS piss off over something soo little its not my time..." and my life went on... I was like IDGAFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

UNTIL....

I randomly found her tumblr... At first I didnt even know it was her! I mean I really enjoy looking at pictures and reading her post... and so I followed her.. then today at work It just hit me that IT WAS FRIEND A. ohhhhh wow..  and a while I was on twitter just now.. I was just skimming through and one of the people that I was following(so i guess a mutual follower? following?).. retweeted her status/message? and I remember the her Name.. and I being nosy look a her page... and I saw her Tweet:

"THAT AKWARD MOMENT WHEN SOMEONE FROM YOUR MYSPACE DAYS FIND YOU ON THE INTERWEBZ"

Dont get me wrong.. i feel bad what happen in the past.. REALLY...RUDE MUCH??  and I totally Felt like She made me sound like a stalker... FO REALS! hahahah no. Im not a stalker.. I dont even think about her.. until it punched me in the head! and I know she was talking about me...

I MEAN
at first I was like "OH WOW. you Disrespectful little cunt! If i know where you were im going to rip you apart and IM GOING TO UNFOLLOW YOU (lol) BLAH BLAH BLAH" but then as I thought about it.. I was like.."well I guess i know how she felt at the time and wish I could of give her my friend info and they can talk blah blah blah" but past is in the past.. what happen already happen So now im like  Whatever! I dont care anymore. I mean I enjoy reading her post and its entertaining. Thats the only reason why I follow her.

So yeah..
I could care less now.. I guess you can say this blog was a little rant and now im at peace. I mean I could really understand how she felt when someone bail on you. and Im not saying this is her fault that our friendship ended bad. NOR I am saying I am innocent. I was just trying to help a friend.. and shit went sour. D: She gotta protect herself first ! I would do the same!

NO
im not trying to start shit. I really dont need to deal with that it right now. But i just wanted it off my chest. You know I hated when shit is left alone. Well if SHE is reading this I do want to apologize  what had happen and she doesnt need to talk to me or anything. I hope she enjoy her life to the fullest!

BUT

YEAHHHHH! I FEEL ALOT BETTER NOW! IM GOING TO EDIT SOME PHOTOS FROM MY LA TRIP :) AND WILL BLOG IT :) HOHOHHO~~