Chopin... how i fucking hate you.

I make you sound like your my FUCKING BOYFRIEND.

But in fact. you are NOT!  Making your outfit gives me a headache... Ohhhh the pain... 

(@_@)"  

but its your deep voice in the game that make me go.. how do you say.. "WEAK IN THE KNEE"...... ahahahahah ok i totally sound like those FUCKING ANNOYING OTAKUS!!! O_O" but anyways.. Today.. Well later today i will start on his details and later this weekend i'll go buy the materials and MAKE HIS JACKET... to get this bull ca ca done. Not to mention i have to find/make the pants. OHHHHHHHH LORD. Im so glad to have friends that enjoy cosplaying! lol lol. I could get the extra help xp. But shit Im also glad that AX is in 5 weeks.. or to say.. O_O

I should really work on the cosplay... BUT IM LAZY! VERY VERY LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm drinking Thai tea :D ahhhh good stuff.. at least its better then A SODA!! DUM DUM DUM! whoooooo weee... 

i'll blog later today. ^____________^V buhhhhhhh bai.

10:50PM

I am fucking mad at the moment. SERIOUSLY! Im seriously piss off at my dad.. because i hate when he's fucking drunk! I hate cooking rice because the rice cooker is fucking retarded and I hate myself right now because i have not touch that fucking cosplays for nearly two days. SHit and i would of been done by now. >:O shit shit shit! Im a fucking dumb ass. Seriously I am. I went to my cousin house today and we just hang around, play some uno and 13... but fuck i ate too much fatty food. Now i probably got my weight back. FUCKKK. now i have to starve myself.  (=o=)" anyways... Now i want to make a plushie.. ehhh Im on the verge of giving up on Chopin...  Really i am.  I hate spending money... and i already spent 40 bucks on him.. and its was Mock run...  goood grief. *slaps on both side of the face* I WILL NOT GIVE UP! NO! NO! NO!  I will finish this and it would be fucking AWESOME! I cant give up! RAWRRRRRRRRR >:O...

 

Oh look! what do we have here?? HAHAH this  was last year Fanime.. When Lolita Kisama had there Fashion show :D ahhhh i miss my fanime

FAMILY!!! 

Good memories! Good Memories. I was pretty bummed that i didnt see everyone at Fanime. :O. I really did miss them... Well some.. lol lol. Ahhh look at my hair!!! Looks really really niceee and i remember i didnt break out ;D HOOORAY! ;D

ahhhh im going through random ass pages and see some funny and weird stuff.. HAHAH maybe that is why its taking me sooo long to finish this blog.... its like Saturday Morning... O_O" Oh gahhh im looking at random ass web pages.. and now im getting sick of people wearing alot of UGLY ASSS SHIT and saying that they are "JROCK" Ughhhh... that really Disgust me.. seriously.. I think Less is more.. and MORE IS A NO NO!!!! gahhh O_O" I really love JRock.. I really do.. but now all the little boppers are making Jrock Look really bad... and i mean REALLY REALLY BAD!!! but i guess life goes on... Its not really my business the way people dress. I should worry about me. I WANT MY HAIR TO GROW BACK... like in this lokisa photo... and I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT... i probably gain more weight when i was at my aunt house (E=.=3) Now im really going to bed. I will blog!!

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