I am Very tired.

Whoaaaaa.... I look hecka pretty huh??? Mannn if only i do look like that... but no, I dont. I have acne and Acne scars. Ehhh and i look skinny. But everyone knows that i am NOT skinny. But i will work hard at hit.  Man, alot has happen... A friend went to a hospital (but she is doing much better), A friend Lie is getting bigger and i cant do anything about it, I lost a friend because he didnt tell me anything and some more drama.  How wonderful... Very FUCKING WONDERFUL. but im still living. so thats a good sign. LOL LOL. Man, I have NOT wrote here of a while now. I feel bad...

Dont worry blog *rubs* I will not abandon you. LOL. Anywho. I also have a journal so i can write all my private thoughts. sooo Maybe thats why i dont even write in here. But come to thing about it. NOBODY read this... unless they are super nosy/stalker type people ;D HAHA. OMG. i just thought of something this is the first time i see BOTH of my EYES. LOL LOL LOL. Im such a loser. but it is sooo true. I like the bangs, but its a bit thick... so my hair look like those chinese boys. ahah but i have really colorful hair. Man i need to go buy my silver hair dye. but im soo lazy... The sad sad part about it is that the hair care store is only a couple  mins. ;] but im sooo LAZY.Well right now ATM im watching Judge Judy.  Ok... I think my dog just farted... because it smell LOL LOL. and he needs a shower... so he's going to shower with me.  LOL LOL. He's snoring right now. Very cute. So anyways, Yesterday I went out with my parents because i needed fresh air. and it was good even though i most of the time i stay in the car. LOL LOL. But it feel nice because i got to talk to my mum.. Something i have done in a long time.  Well im getting off. Its time to clean up the house ;D YAYA. 

I call this one on the bottom one 

"The shit i go through"

and this one 

"Another day, Lets drink"