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So, I colored my hair :D and Im going to rebleach my bleach. I kinda wish that my burgundy is lighter, but im getting use to it. Right now, at this moment... I am watching Steve Wilkos Show and Maury. 

Oh!! Yesterday, I finally got my D'espairsRay LIMITED ADDITION Redeemer CD ;] Ohhh my Fucking god! its soo sexy! and i was super happy that I got a karyu card!!! and a sexy poster!!! NICE NICE NICE!! and the music is just pure sexy!!! I hope is they come back! i miss them! i really do!! 

Anyways... i cut my finger. xp My skin peeled off which is disgusting. but hopefully.. it can heal... bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I need to re-organized my room. Its fucking messy.  I want to re-decorate my room. But MY BED IS TOOO FREAKING BIGGGG!!!  Indeed it is. Here's a picture :

Yeahhh... Do you like my bed? Its really niiice. AHAHAH and my messy ass room. xp. Gahhh i sometimes wish i could be girly-er.. (i like to make up words). Maybe i'll clean my room later.. when mum and dad is home. I dont like to stay upstair when im home alone...(well not alone, my sister is still here. HAHAHA) xp. 

But alot of things has been happening..I got yell from my mum yesterday...because i made rice... THATS FUCKING RIGHT I MADE RICE AND I GOT YELLED FOR IT. and it was fukcing stupid... its not my fault that the rice got soggy....(add to much water apparently..) but that was bull shit because i DIDNT EVEN PUT ALOT OF WATER!!.... i wanted to lighten the load for her... but instead i got yell. and i was SUPERRRRRR PISS......but got over it shortly after and i finally found a truth... about a certain close friend of mine... and i really dont know what do about it. Yesterday a friend of my told me and some other about another friend of mine... and i kinda got emotional... (yes i did cry.. but not alot...) and i felt bad because my crying made my other friend cry.... but i guess thats a good thing... because i feel alot better. but still we had  no solution about the truth... I guess we're going to act like nothing ever happen. i guess. but i dont like that. I really dont. Im a very blunt person. and I like to say things so it can get off my chest and i dont want to be in it.  Also we stayed at my friend MUSH house tll 1'o clock.. HHAHAHAHAHHA just watching our DESPAIRSRAYY! sexy sexy sexxy. Hmmm i should fix this page up xp.

ok.. Im done <33

Peace out!!